Friday, March 25, 2011

3/25/11

Huntsville, AL

Today, is my first official day on weight watchers.
9 points down, only 16 left.
That sounds like a lot, right?
WRONG!
You wouldn't believe how many points is in a delicious burrito at Moe's is,
16.5.
Which means, no queso, no chips, and especially no cookie.
And NO COKE!
This is going to be hard. Very hard.
I am determined!
I'm not only doing this to fit into my clothes again,
I want to feel good about myself, inside and out.
I can do this!
I will succeed!

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Mount Sidney, VA

I could look at pretty things all day.
Especially
Fridays.
Love.
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Thursday, March 24, 2011

3/24/11

Mount Sidney, VA

Pick one.

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Huntsville, AL


First crush.
He drew her a picture of flowers
and brought it to her.
They had cake and apple juice
and played house.
She looked at him with her hands on her hips when he
would not listen to her.
Funny, that probably won't be the last time they do that,
only difference, they will be grown ups.

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3/23/11

Huntsville, AL


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Los Angeles, CA

She is feeling good enough to stay planted
when I pulled out the vacuum and sit in stubborn glory
on her spot on the rug.

"I'm not moving."

She is feeling good enough that I ran the hose up and down her back,
engaging her in play, something I have been too scared to do
since she got sick. I stuck the hose
on the top of her head, like a cherry on top.

"I think I look good in a mohawk."

Stella, I agree.

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Mount Sidney, VA

I couldn't help but post this
adorably miserable 
picture of my little girl
in her new 
cool girl
biker helmet.
The baby chicks ardorning
the top were not enough
to cheer her up
but 
she still makes me laugh.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

3/22/11


Mount Sidney, VA

Today I learned to
when I see a leaf
brown, crackled
with thousands of lines
interwoven like a spider web
of aged leather
but more fragile
black spots bore through
like burns
folded over
bent into awkward positions
but still holding up
against the elements
strong
but fragile
broken
but whole

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Huntsville, AL


My couch isn't the best quality.
The lamps are from a yard sale.
The end tables are family heirlooms,
given to me from my Grandmother.
And the painting, my mother did not have room for it.
She gave it to me.
I'm not sure if it's really my style.
I haven't pinpointed what my style really is.
I've never had the money to buy what I want.
My friend wanted me to take a picture of my apartment.
I've avoided this for two months.

This is the couch I sit on when I feed my baby,
and when I watch American Idol.
I'm just happy it's mine.
It will all have to do for now.

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Los Angeles, CA

I just read this article on Hilary Clinton, where
she said she loves to clean out cupboards; she finds
solace in having a task with a distinct
beginning, middle, and end.

I thought I would play Hilary for awhile and tackle a shelf,
one that gets more full every time I go to the store
because I have begun to collect teas in the same way
that some people collect stamps or magnets
from foreign countries, or how our mothers collected spoons.

Every morning I open this cupboard and rummage, wondering what treat
I am going to impart upon myself today. This simple
ritual has become a comfort: a mad-tea-party-ginger-peach-green-sencha-sweetened
blend of memories inside each canister.

And now I can see them all.

Monday, March 21, 2011

3/21/11

Huntsville, AL

Did you know that there is no record in history of a person dying from a tarantula bite?
True story: Chattanooga Aquarium
So I did not zoom in when I took this picture.
This arachnophobic got up close.

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Los Angeles, CA
via County Cork, Ireland

It was hard to leave
this place, where the fields were as open
as the skies and the pints and the instant pub-made friends.
Where a chorus of music made everyone family, but not
in a "Cheers" kind of way...no,
here, we learned to say, "Slainte!"
from the gut straight through to the back of the throat,
with the grit of the road and the dregs of the glass
coloring every last drop of this song we learned to chant
like a native.

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Mount Sidney, VA

I am too cool for school
in my new trike
with the oversized
sun shade
and straps falling down
like the too big
backback I will wear
on my first day of kindergarten.
My big girl college sweatshirt 
reminding mommy
of how the time
will fly faster
than the wind in my hair.

Friday, March 18, 2011

3/18/11

Mount Sidney, VA

Preparation
is culminating
to a big event 
in two days.
Happy face cut-outs
bunting banners
and black labs
have filled my past few weeks
and we can't wait 
to celebrate.

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Thursday, March 17, 2011

3/17/11

Mount Sidney, VA
This time last year she was one day old.
Now she's throwing ugly photo props off her head 
with glistening lips.
And we're having way too much fun.

*Happy St. Patrick's Day*
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Brooke from LA will be back next week as she is truly celebrating 
St. Patrick's Day like a champ...
IN IRELAND!
Can't wait to see the pictures!

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Huntsville, AL

It was 80 degrees today.
My God, it was beautiful out.
I loved every minute I was outside.
And I literally mean every minute, because I spent most of the day inside.

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